It's been a few weeks since I talked to My scammer...since I called him out on are last phone conversation.. I told him. What you're doing is wrong!! " God sees everything"
It's been a few weeks since I talked to my scammer... since I laughed and prayed with him.. I miss him and his laugh...and I hate myself for feeling this way...
But Every day gets a little bit easier... sometimes I still cry.. sometimes. But when I talk of him. I always imagine him as this person in the picture and can still hear his voice ( the voice of my scammer).
But this person down below is actually Dr Micheal Miroshik from Australia. ( he doesn't sound anything like the man I have grown to love) He is married and has a son. I have reached out to him and he is aware of his pictures being stolen. He is just as much a victim as I am. So did I form attachments to the man in the pic? Or the man on the phone that I talked to everyday.. for Years. ? I'm still trying to figure that out.
So my question to all of you is what are you doing to cope? In the beginning it took all my energy to just get out of bed and go to work. I would purposely run myself ragged so as to distract myself from thinking about it; until finally I was so emotionally drained I did nothing but sleep the 2 days I had off.
So I don't mean to go on and on but I just wanted to share a little love and offer a shoulder for anyone else hurting. if there's anything that I can help you with... or anything you need to get off your chest I'm here, and I hurt like hell too...I'm going through it too... right now... with you.. God bless you all and hugs.